Can you feel the melancholiaof the last day of this Summer? Well I do, it sounds like a loud silence, it feels a little bit like sadness and tastes a little bit like disappointment…
What I wanted from this Summer, and being also ready to be the best I can, was to notbe alone… One of my biggest weakneses is that I expecttoo much from the people I care about, and some of them, the ones I care the most, sometimes are hurting me the most.
I don’t want to soundsad at all, this is just what I wanted to happen this Summer, what actually happened I think was better, I’ve learned a lot and I started to be more careful about the people I open myheartand soulto.
Unfortunately, you can make a wishevery time the clock strikes 11:11, throw millions of coins into an old fountainand wish on every shooting star that lights up the night sky… If it’s not meant to be, it won’t happen.
Be grateful that everything happens for a reason and we always getwhat we deserve… So for tonight when Augustdies and September is born, call the person you like to spend time with the most and take a walk under the Moonlight, through the city lights…
And for now? I am just enjoying some green tea and watch the last sunset of this Summer.
It is normal, as a human being, to be affected by other people; Because people come and go, we all change and sometimes the one you love doesn’t feel the same for you and you can’t blame them because you can’t choose who you fall in love with.
Your biggest missionin this kind of situations is to not destroyyourselfby forgetting that you are special too, don’t forget to love yourself and the most important to value yourself.
Life is a beautiful thing, never stop loving and doing what makes you feel happy; It’s never wrong to love… So until true love finds you respect yourself by feeding your heart and your soul with actions and things you love and make you feel happy.
P.S. - There is an old saying about ‘waiting’; Better things happen to those who wait.
They say to not be afraid of losing someone who doesn’t feel lucky to have you around; Or doesn’t price you enough.
I would also like to add that we shouldn’t regret the time spent on the loyalty of our feelings for someone. I like to say that a loyal heart gives you a royal soul.
After all, we shouldn’t forget that mistakes are part of everyone's life, they are actually lessons; We should start to believe in second chances and that there are risks worth taking and tears worth crying for somepeople.
P.S - I also think it’s healthy for your heart to remind yourself from time to time that love doesn’t tastes like sadness or disappointments.
Wehave to learn that there is no designatedtime for anything in our lives. You don’t have to have your first anything at any certain time. In fact, you will be much better off if you just do what your heart saysat that moment. The day you stop caring what others think is the day their negative opinions don’t mean anything, because you’re not there to give them weight.
The saddest song you may ever hear is the one that yourheart sings over and over again, every night when you are aloneand especially when yourmind wants it to stop. It is about “What if"-es and a lot ofdisspointments. But life isbeautiful, as long as you can feel it; There is no happinesswithoutpain.
I really missed this place… It makes me feel like there is no time. An eternal noisy sielence. An old house with a lot of old hand-made objects that make you feel like they were always there and always will be.
Wherever I go I am looking for the Paradise, but not today. Today I felt like there is no Paradise. I had a strange feeling of sadness, maybe sadness it’s not always a blessing, or maybe that thing was not sadness. Maybe I am just tired…
An old homeless man stopped me an hour ago on the street and told me to be careful who I choose to be by my side (as a lover), because I am the one who will say “Yes." or "No.”, and then he said: “Look at me and be careful, have a nice night and I hope that you are loved.”.