They say to not be afraid of losing someone who doesn’t feel lucky to have you around; Or doesn’t price you enough.
I would also like to add that we shouldn’t regret the time spent on the loyalty of our feelings for someone. I like to say that a loyal heart gives you a royal soul.
After all, we shouldn’t forget that mistakes are part of everyone's life, they are actually lessons; We should start to believe in second chances and that there are risks worth taking and tears worth crying for somepeople.
P.S - I also think it’s healthy for your heart to remind yourself from time to time that love doesn’t tastes like sadness or disappointments.
Wehave to learn that there is no designatedtime for anything in our lives. You don’t have to have your first anything at any certain time. In fact, you will be much better off if you just do what your heart saysat that moment. The day you stop caring what others think is the day their negative opinions don’t mean anything, because you’re not there to give them weight.
The saddest song you may ever hear is the one that yourheart sings over and over again, every night when you are aloneand especially when yourmind wants it to stop. It is about “What if"-es and a lot ofdisspointments. But life isbeautiful, as long as you can feel it; There is no happinesswithoutpain.
I really missed this place… It makes me feel like there is no time. An eternal noisy sielence. An old house with a lot of old hand-made objects that make you feel like they were always there and always will be.
Wherever I go I am looking for the Paradise, but not today. Today I felt like there is no Paradise. I had a strange feeling of sadness, maybe sadness it’s not always a blessing, or maybe that thing was not sadness. Maybe I am just tired…
An old homeless man stopped me an hour ago on the street and told me to be careful who I choose to be by my side (as a lover), because I am the one who will say “Yes." or "No.”, and then he said: “Look at me and be careful, have a nice night and I hope that you are loved.”.
I don’t know if I am the only one who “met” the Devil… It appeared as the most beautiful human being I had ever seen, always by my side, always ready to meet me, but also ready to destroy me, deep and slow.
“So, when the Devil wants to dance with you, you better say never,
Because the dance with the Devil might last your forever.”
P.S. - Now I have guns around my soul, for keeping it safe.
It is pretty weird how we always choose what we think it’s good for us and most of the time we avoid to choose what we deserve, but it’s hard, because somehow it’s pretty impossible to figure out what you really deserve… In the end we have to thank the Universe, it will always brings us what we deserve, we just have to accept it.
Somehow I promised myself that this Summer I will find what I was (and still am) looking for since the day I was born… I wanted to spend the last day of this Summer with someone special doing new things and being happy. I don’t know what to say, but I spent it with myself in my hometown drinking a lot of coffee and smiling at random people… Maybe the best person we can spend time with is ourselves…